they give the hardest struggles to the strongest people.
forget what people tell you. the best people in the whole world are that are fearless enough to just be themselves.
I'm so done with people who think that you have an eating disorder because you want to stick to society's idea of beauty.
I DEVELOPPED A FUCKING EATING DISORDER BECAUSE IT WAS THE ONLY WAY I HAD TO COPE WITH MY FEELINGS. BECAUSE I COULDN'T CONTROL ANYTHING ELSE BUT FOOD. BECAUSE I THOUGHT THAT I DESERVED THE PAIN, THE SUFFER. BECAUSE I FELT WORTHLESS AND DEPRESSED.
I didn't want to be the society's idea of beauty, yes I thought i was fat, yes i still feel that, but it's because I feel so overwhelmed with my feeling that I take it out on my body.
(Mint chocolate chip goes best with warm summer nights)
What would she think if she knew you drank coffee black.
(You use to tell your mom it tasted like gasoline)
(Your dad made pancakes every Sunday morning)
Ran until your lungs couldn’t take in oxygen fast enough.
(No one is chasing you anymore)
Counting every calorie.
(You never liked math)
What would she say if she saw you hating yourself .”